Quite the opposite, actually: Just hearing about the scenes I filmed that day amped up his libido. For me, there was a sense of security in knowing that after a day’s work there would be no arguments about it later. Take me to work, let me watch you in action, he’d beg.įor him, my job was a turn-on. I went out on a few dates with a guy that was infatuated with me-only it wasn’t me he wanted it was my porn star alter ego. The men I met either resented my sexuality or became enamored with the idea of dating an adult performer. As an active porn star, dating outside the adult industry was difficult.
